Like a child with an innocent curiosity to question:

  • (c) Danielle Parrish 2017

 

I am awake like the clock’s  never ending tick

I am a restless train of thought, running off the tracks

I am the voice inside you that burns at your core

You are powerless against my

constant  

Overbearing

unwavering  control

You are divergent

You will never stop me

I am the fuel that burns at your fire

 

Listen… L i s t e n  t o  m e!

The voice inside you nags and natters in your brain

Everyone you know

thinks you are a horrid mess

The things that make you You

irritate them endlessly…

What do they REALLY think about you?

You will never find out

You are too cowardly to question

YOU know you do not  need to be

“happy”

to be successful…

So why bother trying?

 

It will follow you – you will never feel alone

In every breath and moment it torments you

 

I am right. I know all about you

You are wrong

like a child with an innocent curiosity to question

I will always be there for you

When all others leave

I

  will

        remain…

You will never be free — as long as you listen to me…

I am all you know

Why change that?

Why destroy our bond ?

 

These voices in your head pulling at your soul

Which is right – which is wrong?

Should I even listen?

Do you even want to?

 

Let go

be free  

 

The turmoil you create will be your downfall

Be the river

that was once a stream

Forge new beginnings

Encounter your  milestones

Do not run from them

 

So let that voice inside you speak

          listen to it  

                 Imagine its perspective

                               but never let it engulf you whole

 

Anxiety is an energy

You —

Feed its desires

You —

Fuel its cruel intentions

Only you —

can smother it

Let those embers dissipate.

 

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A bundle of contradictions:

A bundle of contradictions:

 

Alone in the annexe I sit, becoming one with the days, and the seasons.

Alone she sits, pondering about whether the war will end soon, or if her time is up.

I ponder about my family and what strength drove them through this bundle of contradictions that I call my life.

She ponders about  the restless nights, the fights and the sirens throughout the mess she calls her life.

Becoming a lady, I must sit poise, prim and proper.

Becoming a lady, sacrifices must be made, her beauty for her brain, and her heart for her hope.

I begin to wonder about the chimes, chimes that break the day into evening and the evening into night.

She wonders about the chimes, the sand shuffling through the hourglass- she wonders about her future.

 

A bundle of contradictions, I write to my diary- two halfs of a whole person but a split in my personality.

 

A bundle of contradictions she writes, anger, happiness hope and despair- two halves of a person that no one sees is there.

 

Could the war be over, all my suffering coming to end?- I am begining to view  friends as family, but my family i am starting to view as friends.

 

Could her savoirs be near?- could the new beginning break the dawn – or is this just a painting that a talented artist has drawn.

 

One thing is for certain I’ll be the best writer yet- even after death, my life will become a sonnet for the masses.

 

One thing is for certain, her life will live on- through movies, poetry and song- her words will become history every time she lays her pen to write, until her final breath bits the night .

good night. – Danielle Parrish

 

(based off of her last diary entry, Tuesday the 1st of August 1944)

Post – 10- Who is Anne?

What else do we learn?

That Anne is an aspiring feminist , and that she is  very proud of self proclaimed know it all and she is very proud of that trait – 🙂 She also longs to be free of the Annex’s clutches so she can enjoy nature again.

How do you feel about Anne at this stage?

That perhaps in another time she could have done great things for society,  not that she hasn’t already. But as an active part of her work, seeing the changes that she makes on the world is something that I wish she could witness.

Do you have something you’d like to tell her? Ask her?

I’d like to tell her that we are a lot alike, and would be friends if not for the generation gap – and other obvious reasons, that prevent that. In her situation with her family and how she holds herself, I’d like to ask her how she handles herself so well……….

The swing kids and other resistance goups- part 9

 

  • The Edelweiss Pirates

    group of ex-Hitler Youth

Mostly comprised of teenagers between the ages of 14 and 18

  • The Swing Kids

    likes american music

Though not very political at the beginning, the Swing Kids were said to have begun spreading the truth heard from the Allies to German citizens.

  • Johann George Elser

was one of many men who tried to assassinate Hitler.

tried to do it alone.

  • The European Union

European Union was a group of anti-fascist Germans who despised Nazism and what it had done to their country.

ounded in Berlin in 1939

  • The White Rose

White Rose was a non-violent group, mostly made up of intellectuals,

The White Rose became quite popular, especially among college students, and various offshoots popped up in different towns.

  • The Solf Circle

The least successful of all the groups on this list, the Solf Circle was an informal group of intellectuals who were against Nazism

Nearly everyone was rounded up, arrested, tried, and executed.

  • The Catholic Church

Rather, we’re talking about certain Catholic priests in Germany, who vociferously fought against, among other things, the T4 program (the so-called “euthanasia program”)

  • The Rosenstrasse Protest

A singular event, perpetrated because of the deportation of thousands of Jewish men who were married to non-Jewish women.

For over a week in early 1943, the women peacefully marched in protest against their husbands’ deportation.

  • Kreisau Circle

aid to be one of the main centers of the German resistance movement, their goal was to figure out how to establish a peaceful, Christian Germany, after the war was lost.

after in the war, some of the members were involved in a failed assassination of Adolf Hitler

  • Red Orchestra

was created in 1936.

Named after Harro Schulze-Boysen (the Luftwaffe staff officer who founded it) and his friends, one of their goals was to gather intelligence for the Allies and help those hunted by the Nazis to get to freedom.

(http://listverse.com/2013/09/29/10-awesome-groups-of-germans-who-resisted-the-nazis/ – all information can be found on this site)

 

 

Anne dreams about Hanneli- part 7

Anne often worried about her Jewish friends. On November 27, 1943, Anne described her dream about her friend Hanneli Goslar.

  1. What do you think this dream was about?

Anne coming to trams with everyone she loves being taken away from her, and coming to the realization that she is safe and hanneli is not.

  1. Why was the dream so disturbing for Anne?

Because Anne realizes the mistakes that she made when she was with hanneli, mistaking her personality and having previously made judgments about her without really getting to know her all that well.

 

Compare this dream to Anne’s original description of Hanneli (June 15, 1942).

Anne’s previous thoughts on her were;

  • shy
  • strange
  • outspoken with people she knows but shy around others
  • mothers girl
  • snitch
  • says what she thinks.

Write a poem!- English- part 6

On Sunday 13 June, 1943 (pg. 103) Anne publishes a poem written by her father (edited by her sister Margot) about what it’s like for the girls living in hiding. Why don’t you write a poem in response to Anne’s diary or to something you’ve learnt about the plight of the Jews…?

 

My response;

The Cold War of Segregation;

A yellow star is branded upon their clothes, like cattle they herd them in droves.

A man at a podium fuels the new generation with unjustified hate.

it was to late for Art college – but not too late for mistakes. 

Cutting away all of their smiles with guns and gas and poisonous bile, whilst others look on in fear.

who could be next? 

A war cold as the bitter jeers that are given, new laws and new feelings- none of which are justly given right to see light.

Leaving behind the voices of many who march on and get beaten till they are bruised and bloody.

what life is this for Jews? 

The war rages on as emotions run cold.

The sight of trains and thinning cities, officers in fancy uniforms patrol,

marching like they are new gods as the death count takes its toll.

Hiding away like mice from a cat,

fear and anger marches on in the Cold War of Segregation.

Where the only song is war,

and the yellow star is slowly purged from histories pages, forevermore.

  • Danielle Parrish (2016). (c)

(unauthorized sharing or reproduction of any form will have action taken up against)

 

 

 

Timeline of Anne’s destiny: Part 6

  • Moved to the annex.
  • Margo got a call- up from an SS officer
  • The franks moved in with the Van Danns
  • In 1933, Hitler takes over as leader of the German government
  • The Franks had to move into the annex 10 days earlier because of the letter that Margot got.
  • “The people on their way to work at that hour gave us sympathetic looks; you could tell by their faces that they were sorry that hey couldn’t offer some kind of transport ; the conspicuous yellow star spoke for itself.”
  • They family had to wear lost of cloth layers because they looked suspicious with a suitcase full of clothes.
  • Anne had to leave her family cat behind.
  • Her father and her spent 2 days cleaning up the annex

————————————————————————————–(pages – 26-36)    Book questions:

  1. the frank family and the van danns moved in together.
  2.  Annes relationship with her father is an active one helping others before themselves and always on the move.
  3.  She is intrigued by peter.- and will later on develop a strong liking for him.
  4. strict, to the point, and organised.
  5. Magorie is the family cat, Anne is sad because she had to give it to the neighbors.

Anne franks diary -page 8

Things Jew’s were not allowed to do;

  • required to wear a yellow star
  • forbidden to go to places of entertainment
  • forbidden to go to non-Jewish hairdressers and beauty salons
  • can’t be out on the streets between 8 pm to 6 am
  • not allowed to use their cars or go in others
  • can’t use bicycles or go on trams.
  • could only go to Jewish schools
  • can only go shopping between 3-5 pm
  • can’t go to Christians homes

Anne’s diary – Part 5- English- WW2

Read the entry written by Anne on the 8 November 1943 again (pg. 144).

Anne writes,

“If you were to read all my letters in one sitting, you’d be struck by the fact that they were written in a variety of moods”

  1. What different “moods”  have you detected? Provide a quote from the diary that could illustrate each mood.

My responses:

  • “I simply can’t imagine the world will be normal again for us. I do tlak about “after the war”, but it’s as if I were talking about a castle in the air, something that can never come true” – Anne Frank
  • desperation
  • depression
  • Fear
  • cowardice
  • danger
  • hope

“At night in bed I see myself alone in a dungeon, without Father and Mother.” 

    2.  How does Anne feel at this point in time? Does Anne believe that the war will end? 

  • She believes that the cost of the war will be great and while she might survive her parents are more likely to die in the process. Losing someone that she holds dear to her heart is what she fears the outcome will hold, if the war were to end.

Anne Frank and the people in the annex – part 4- English

Otto Frank- the father, was apart of the German army in ww1

Anne Frank- Dreamed about being an actress, former school girl

Edith Frank- Starved to death, Mother to the two Frank girls.

Margot Frank- also had a diary but it was never recovered, big sister to Anne frank

Herman van pells- father of peter, husband of Auguste

Auguste van pells- also known as “the nutter”

Peter van pells- Peter is born on 8 November 1926 in Osnabrück, near the Dutch border. He has no brothers or sisters. he is also Annes crush at the time, as described in her writings.

Fritz Pferffer-  was born on April 30, 1889, in Giessen (Germany). His parents are Jewish and have a clothing store in the centre of the city.